Ok so I am tired. No I mean really tired. I don't that in the last week that I have had a full nights rest. I suppose that is my own fault. Currently I am waiting to board my flight to New Orleans, for the marriage/mini reunion of the crew...did I mention that I a little on the tired side? I have just been going non-stop but I suppose that is a something that is to be expected with me. I like to go, it does not matter where or when, I just like to go, and when I am idle, by myself I that just gives me to much time to reflect on past occurrences. Often times these reflections lead me to one of my patented "moments", which are usually not good things. I might need to work on this. But I think idle time is boring. Or rather I am afraid of what might surface if left to reflect for too long. Anyhow I am rambling...I think its time for me to go. Until next time....
Idly I wait wondering
but I busy myself so that my wonder
saunters and moves me to a fast pace
paced so I can't face the things that I fear
but alas my saunter ceases and I am back to wondering
facing fear in the face
wondering what is to become of me
pacing so the negative doesn't catch up
running after the positive
I reach out and it ducks
but sometimes I catch it
and for a moment I am ok
then it escapes my grasp
and I am left to wonder
then saunter
then face fear again.
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